i miss him..but he doesnt seem to bother..i cant seem to go on without him by my side..theres no drive,no insipration,no motivation..he's been my drive all this while..in everything i do..eventhough he's supposed to be here,he's not..i dont understand why..sighh..but if he's happiness is not in me why should i stop him..i dunno..i just dont understand why he wants out..andi cant go to anyone anymore..i feel down and out..down in the dumps..yu know,i cant never match that mean things he said to that face of his..sighh..was looking back on the past year..the things we did together..studying at marine parade library..suntec..the blue rose..his birthday..hyatt..the candles lit,which i still keep..my birthday..hard rock..v day..the big fat piglet..the basic things like a smile..and the comforting hug..the blue roses just 2 weeks back..the trip to the zoo..what i remember the most..him saying i was his incentive to get promoted last year..i was his drive..just that way,he's my drive now..i hope he sees that..he's out enjoying himself with everyone,classmates etc..has he ever thought of me..what i mayy be doing..what state im in..someone said to me im like the epitome of a good gf..right..if he could see that..he's stolen my happiness..give it back..
yu know i cant smile without yu,i cant smile without yu..
i cant laugh and i cant sing..im finding it hard to do anything..
yu see i feel sad when yure sad,i feel glad when yure glad,
and if yu knew what im going through,
i just cant smile without yu..
yu know i cant smile without yu,i cant smile without yu..
i cant laugh and i cant sing..im finding it hard to do anything..
yu see i feel sad when yure sad,i feel glad when yure glad,
and if yu knew what im going through,
i just cant smile without yu..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/20/2004 02:56:00 pm | Put your comment here
