i miss him so badd..the past three days have been getting from bad to worse..god..i want things to go back to what they were..dont be cold and mean to me anymore..not now at least..do that all yu want after the a's..just not noww..im trying to cope and its so hard..i cried countless times today..tears just kept flowing..i tried not to show i was upset but it just showed..and when anyone asked me i just broke down..seeing all the class couples being all happy today,i was envious..it made me miss him moree..i kept wanting to dash out of the place..it sucked..all i want is to be happy with yu for now..i just realised that whatever he felt he never told me..maybe things could get better..it's not just about our nature's conflicting..talking things out works..but i dont know how to tell him that..if onlyy....sighh...and yu just seem to be ignoring me nowadays..whyy?every minute is hard..if yu could fake being happy with me allthis while..cant yu do it for a while longer?though i wish yu wouldnt fake it..i took out his picture from my wallet and looking at his face was heart breaking..these days are gonna be emotionally taxing if yu continue to be cold towards me..i feel sad i dont know whats happening in your life anymore..whyy??i miss yu..i really do..dont think im foolish..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/11/2004 09:59:00 pm | Put your comment here
