a rather happy day i must say..or rather it ended on a high note,though i wished the note could have been higher..got to have a rather nice talk with yu on the way back..it was nice..i wanted to give yu a hug when we parted but i controlled myself coz yu probably wouldnt have liked me to do that..i just wonder why yu exactly seem very nice to me in sch..like avoiding me in a way..yea..and yu never came talk to me..i always had to go to yu..nvm..its just the first day..we'll see..i was really happy on the bus though.. :) i just felt a bit out of place in class..felt left out in a certain way..im just grateful to some class pple who were there for me..shena,troy,faith,nat,ben,peter,xiu, siting,lev, betty and pei ying..thanks pple..helped me a bit..the talks i had with ben yest and peter today did help..didnt know i could talk to peter like that..but it felt good though..i didnt cry when i saw yu.. :) but last night was quite bad..tears just kept flowing..hmm..yu said yu'll be my good friend and be there for me..i wanna be more than friends..do yu still love me and care?like ive always said maybe a r/s is really not the thing for us now or maybe never..but we could always have a diff kind of r/s..well..im just happy today..sch was crap..not much on..was basically a history day..coz other teachers never came..i really need to focus on my studies..will go take a nap first for now..too lazy to type on..im gonna fall ill soon..feel my whole body is strained..and im feeling weak..well, till later!hope yu are studying hard! :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 8/12/2004 04:31:00 pm | Put your comment here
